tarot was right
i lost connection between passion and spirytuality
i lost that sparkle
ive been too focused on my loving neediness
too focused on passion for love
and i lost myself
somewhere between all those men
somewhere between all those desires
ive been so much withdrawn by other people
and its not really their fault
i let them make me feel this way
i stopped fighting for myself
i was focused on fighting for love instead and
i lost harmony
all that recent sleeping and eating
and dream of me boxing
i think they were signs that i need to recharge my spiritual battery
and when i get myself back again
happy not needy
i can start fighting again
and start winning